Things are weird. Our house is box central, a bunch of furniture is sold/ gone, and its basically chaos. We will be packed up on time. T still hasn't found a job and honestly we've been eating out a lot. I just don't feel like I have the energy or motivation to cook. I'm not exercising beyond walking the dog. I feel crappy. It's not good.
House prices in Wilmington are coming down slightly, so we plan to stay with my mom while we take a time and find a house. I'm glad ours is sold - that's a huge weight off our mind. And I know we'll find a house, but putting my stuff into storage for an unknown period of time (again) just feels sad. My logical mind knows all the reasons this is the logical choice, but it still feels sad in a way. I don' tknow if that makes any sense.
Anyway, just mentally struggling right now.
Take care.
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Self care is so much more than exercise and food choices. I recommend a long hot bubble bath. If you have Amazon Prime, peruse the free Kindle books that come with your membership; slip into someone else's story for a bit. Do the things that make you feel pretty, for me that's putting on clothes I love, maybe some shiny lipgloss, luxurious body lotion. Don't get hung up on the shoulds, you are enough as is. Did you know that, in tarot, the Death card doesn't mean that death is looming but that it is the death of one thing, a transitional period, so that something new can blossom. You are in transition, but the wonderful thing about transition is it is temporary.
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