Update

I’m actually doing pretty well. I ordered a couple of books about perimenopause off Amazon – I decided “have fun with that” (which is basically what my doctor said) wasn’t sufficient. So I am doing my homework. I’m thinking about making an appt with a friend’s doctor, but the first opening is in February!!!

Eating has improved. But I’ll tell you something; when I don’t overeat, I’m bored. The thing is, when I get home from work, I don’t want to get into a project. I don’t understand how people can come home and do something super intense like painting etc. – I’m just too friend. A Star Trek novel or a tv show is about all I can handle. But when I finish a book and there’s nothing on tv, I am bored. Last night was a perfect example. Eating definitely fills a void for me.

But I didn’t give in – I’m really trying. I got up and went to the gym – exercise is pretty decent although I have lost a lot of my fitness, which is depressing.

Work is busy, home is busy, the weather is nice. I feel like I’ve run out of things to say here. I dunno….