Today is my last weekday of unemployment before I start my new job Monday. I am excited and nervous! Last night I was feeling really sad - I have no idea why. I started eating a second snack, then took myself to bed.
Yesterday I had Janet take my measurements - I will ask her to do it again in a couple of months to see my progress. I don't measure myself, so that will be a neat additional measure of progress.
Today mom and I are hitting a couple of consignment shops (they do furniture and housewares) just to look around. Yesterday I made a tablecloth and valences for mom's kitchen out of some pretty holiday fabric I bought last year. I am thrilled with how they turned out. Today I am making her a tote bag.
I still dream about my ex most every night, so I obviously still have a LOT of unresolved feelings. (Not romantic, these are anxiety dreams!) I miss being married, even if things were pretty bad. I hope that at some point down the road I will meet someone that will be a better partner to me.
But I am spending time with friends, and making time for those connections. On the way to Wilmington last weekend, we stopped in Cary to have breakfast with a good friend and his girlfriend - that sort of thing. While there we stopped by and hung out for a while with a couple I've been friends with for many years and we made plans to see each other again. I know I have a lot of wonderful people in my life, and I am thankful for that.
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