When your fun isn’t fun

You know, my fun isn’t really fun any more. I’m putting a ton of work into this whole treasurer thing, and I’m tired. It’s important and all, but I’m tired. I’m not sure how to find the balance in that.

I’m on diet #373 or whatever. And I’m tired of that too. This morning the thought of waking up at 5 am to go to the gym every day for the rest of my life just seemed grim. I’m going this afternoon, which frankly sounds even more grim.

Yeah, I know this is pretty negative and I’m sorry. I wish I felt more positive .. about a lot of things.