What's going on

I have been teary, angry, and most of all - stressed this weekend.  What is going on?

I'm not sure.  So forgive my brain dump while I think about it.

Things that are making me nutso right now:

• Work is crazy
• I resent that I work as hard as the full time people - but without any of the perks
• I have a lot to do before the holidays
• I haven't felt like my friends are being very supportive*
• I don't feel like my husband has been very supportive - but he IS trying, and that counts
• I feel overwhelmed
• I don't have my old comforts to help me through (you know, the caloric kind)

*I am thinking specifically of 2 good friends.  One has been very busy with training and classes (she has her own business).  It's no reflection on her - it's just timing.  The other one....  Well, I like her very much, but here's the thing:  she is manic depressive.  When she's depressed she's needy, and when she's manic she's so spazzy that you literally cannot get in a word edge-wise while she tells you ALL KINDS of random stuff. She is a good friend, but right now I'm finding her tough to handle.

Exercise is fine.  Food is fine.  My emotions ... not to fine.

Okay, I am spending time today with another good friend.  I am looking forward to it. 

Be good to yourself. :-)