First of all, thank you so much for your kind comments. You are right - my feelings are appropriate, and I am thankful I didn't buy a car with an accident I didn't know about!
Last night I came home, ate, and went to water aerobics. Then I had a snack when I got home, watched an episode of "Eureka" and went to bed.
This morning I went online to update the registration for my car and my son's. Mine was no issue. Son's car is in my husband's name, and since he changed his address I couldn't do it online. I was SO annoyed. My feelings were out of proportion to what happened. In any case, my son can go Friday and see if he can do it in person. If not, ex will have to deal with it. I sent him a text and let him know. Ugh.
I'm resentful that for 13 years I supported him, made sure he had health insurance (and took car of himself), and now he is perfectly willing to leave us without health insurance. And threaten to take half my retirement fund. So when stuff like this morning happens, I get livid. So yeah, I am angry and resentful.
There are times I really don't want to feel my feelings - they just feel like too much. I just keep plugging away at the little issues, knowing that only time & distance will help.
I planned to go to Cross Fit, but I came home for a short nap and didn't wake up. Dinner is eaten, food for tomorrow is packed. So I guess today is a rest day. Tomorrow is Cross Fit.
Take care!
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Time and distance will help, but of course you still have to experience the every day ... and it is perfectly understandable that you feel the way you do.
I always think it is better to bring your feelings out in the open and writing them down can be a positive step.
Thinking of you, pleas take care
All the best Jan
When one isn't the one who initiated the divorce, it's twice as hard to get through. It just is. Everything you are feeling is perfectly normal and understandable. Hope this rough patch starts to improve soon.
Feel those feelings...always better than pushing them down and burying them. Hugs to you.
Thank you ladies for listening to my venting! :-)
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