Moo.

That expresses how I feel right now. The following story perfectly illustrates my frustration.

Yesterday, I left work and headed for the gym. Sonja and I were both tired, but neither considered giving up. We did back, biceps, and shoulders (okay, we did cut shoulders a bit short). After the gym, I had to stop by the grocery to pick up a small can of tomato sauce to put in the casserole for dinner. While I was there, I also purchased a 6 pack of Miller Lite and a box of frozen stuffed jalepeno poppers. When I got home, I put a couple of beers in the freezer to get nice & cold, and heated half the box of poppers. While reading a book, I ate half the box & drank a beer. I then heated the other half, and had it with a beer. Then I had a few taco chips with a THIRD beer! WTF!?!?!

This is exactly why I still need to lose 15 – 20 pounds.