I have to tell you, I have very mixed feelings about vacation. I love this trip - I always get so excited and its one of the highlights of my year. But not this year. I dread seeing my ex, who has been up there a week. Not because I want him back, not even because I think he'll start anything (at least not overtly). But he's going to want to argue over who gets what of the camping gear. I hate that crap.
I haven't even wanted to pack, but tonight I at least got the clothing together. So, progress.
I'm just stressed about a lot of things: money (just charged my flood insurance), haven't gotten the rent for July and I need it to pay August before I leave, losing a week of pay, looking at being unemployed come late October... And I'm (pretty) sure he is not going to sign us up on his health insurance for next year - even though he is legally obligated to do so. So I'll have to buy it on the exchange and sue him for the money.
So yeah, cash flow problems.
But I am working on getting packed tonight, and I am determined to have fun!
So that's me. I am determined NOT to let him or worry over things I can't control ruin my joy!!!
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Oh Neca ... thinking of you and sending positive thoughts your way. I just hope they may help.
Take Care
All the best Jan
Thanks! You know, it's just life. And this first year will be full of first time things - some bad, some good. Writing about it helps!
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